I want to die today.

When did I decide it was ok to feel like this? I can't even remember caring much, it all seems fake. I feel so, old.

I hate that I can't feel for the good in my life. I hate that I have everything, and my heart still feels so cold. Why do I hate everyone so much? Why have I been disconnected from mankind? I want to be happy, I want it to be Spring.

Damn it, I didn't ask for this paranoia. These pictures do make me feel, its nice. I hope they help you feel as well.